Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Santa's Breakfast 2009

One of the many traditions we have is going to Santa's breakfast with Granny (Grandma Great). It is easily one of the most exciting ones for the kids. One year Gabe and I were out of town when he ran the Las Vegas marathon for the breakfast, but our kids didn't care, they were going no matter what! So my Mom took them that year, and it was sad to have missed it with them, because it is such a fun day for us.

This is what they asked for-
Zane- Sponge Bob Game
Noah- Lego's and $ 50.00 bucks
Adison- nothing..... (That is an easy one!)

My Uncle Mike took our family pictures for our Christmas cards while we were there,
and these are the two that made the cut.
How could you resist that cute smile on Zane....

Or the tongue sticking out on Adison??

I grabbed the camera and took a shot of Mike and Nikki.
I love this picture of them together.

Of course, the girls and I always need to be together,
so here we are with Santa

Outside in the freezing cold

Outside being the dorks that we are

Heel Clicks!!

I am going to go ahead and say MINE was the most amazing that day.
Heel clicking is one of my favorite things to do, and I am so impressed that I have come along way in my heel clicking abilities!

Monday, November 9, 2009

Noah's Cardiologist Appointment....or as I like to call it......He might need a WHAT!!!

Life is full of up and downs, and with a child with CHD, the ride seems to be continuous.

Noah had his yearly cardiology appointment, which ALWAYS turns me into a ball of nerves for days preceding the actual appointment. Having to take your child to a cardiologist is one of those things that is hard to 'explain' to a parent of a healthy kiddo. It isn't somewhere you ever want to have to take your child, but it is our reality.

As usual, I had to keep convincing myself that everything was fine, he is fine, he has not been complaining about any of the symptoms that we are always watching out for. I told myself to relax, because it would be over soon, and they would tell us everything looked perfect...see ya next year. Everything was moving along smoothly....the echo went good. Really quick and they saw everything they needed to. We went to our room, and they came in to check his saturation levels. They were at 97% on room air....which is amazing for him. more thing out of the way. They hooked him up and did his EKG and we just waited for the Dr. to come in and tell us to get the heck out of there.

Well....that didn't happen. After all the good news that was making my butterflies disappear, we were hit with the fact that his EKG was not normal. So now we have him hooked up to a Halter monitor to see how his heart functions daily with his normal activity. If it looks good, the will use the results as a baseline for any future tests. If it is not normal, we will be having a discussion about having surgery to put in a pacemaker. This was NOT something I was prepared for, or something I even thought of as a possibility. A pacemaker, I know, is something some heart kids have. However, I thought that kids that were 'sick' had pacemakers, and I don't view Noah as sick, so I am worried. I am terrified, is more like it. I will focus on all the great news we received today...but I would be lying if I didn't admit that my brain is swelling with questions and fear.

I held it together really good while we were with Noah. We even teased him about looking like Iron Man with the Halter monitor on. But the second I was alone, the second I was out of his sight, I lost it. I had a 3 hour meltdown that I am trying to recover from. I am grateful for science, and the ability to intervene and correct something now if needed. But, I am a MOMMY, and I am scared, and worried, and full of love my little man who means the world to me.